She snorts bitterly. Yeah, she made it, and now she's useless. Which isn't entirely true, but it feels true. "Yeah, well. I'm alive, anyway. Which I guess is more than I can say for some..."

She lets out a sharp breath.

"Do you know if... We never found out what happened to Buffy. May still hopes she'll be brought back from one of the raids, and nobody-- Sorry, I'm not really..." She's not going to fall apart, dammit. "You could stay. Sollux could clear out any residual programming. You could stay here."

She's not begging. She's not. And there are people still up there, like Jade, and she knows he'll say no for that reason alone. But dammit, he's her friend and she has to ask.