Character Name/Fandom: Commander Jamison Shepard, courtesy of Mass Effect 1 (and a little of 2, but no matter) A little about the character: Is trying her best to be COOL and ENIGMATIC in lieu of having a proper personality, since she's paranoid that having any sort of personality will only cause grief. Secretly likes animals (always wanted a hamster), techy stuff, shooting stuff, and cooking. Isn't tremendously good at making friends and tries her best to avoid that kind of stuff so should be cornered and forced to make them, obvs. Has very high standards for her own conduct and the people around her. Oh, and suffers from PTSD brought on by seeing her squad eaten by giant mongolian death worms. Current Situation: She looks calm on the outside, but inside she's a giant roiling ball of neurosis and OH MY GOD WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS. She's being confronted with some crazy alternate version of herself who apparently shoots first and asks questions later (an idea which goes against everything Jamison's ever believed in); a version of the man she was in love with who acts just like him but isn't him; the knowledge that she's going to die in her own future; the suspicion of the people who look just like her crew but aren't; the upcoming SPACE PROM; and to top it all off, her PTSD from Akuze is coming back with a vengeance: dreams, agitation, anger, flashbacks and all. It's not a good time to be Jamison Shepard. What kind of CR are you looking for?: Anything, but especially stuff that forces her to confront the idea that her way isn't the only way, or stuff dealing with her PTSD, or even just making friends (which she's a bit hopeless at). At the moment, she's just heard of the space prom and is trying to figure out A) where to get a dress, B) where to get a date, C) is it appropriate to bring a gun to the prom, and D) why is she even contemplating this? Also she's trying to find some form of a shrink to work on her PTSD with. Good luck.
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A little about the character: Is trying her best to be COOL and ENIGMATIC in lieu of having a proper personality, since she's paranoid that having any sort of personality will only cause grief. Secretly likes animals (always wanted a hamster), techy stuff, shooting stuff, and cooking. Isn't tremendously good at making friends and tries her best to avoid that kind of stuff
so should be cornered and forced to make them, obvs. Has very high standards for her own conduct and the people around her. Oh, and suffers from PTSD brought on by seeing her squad eaten by giant mongolian death worms.Current Situation: She looks calm on the outside, but inside she's a giant roiling ball of neurosis and OH MY GOD WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS. She's being confronted with some crazy alternate version of herself who apparently shoots first and asks questions later (an idea which goes against everything Jamison's ever believed in); a version of the man she was in love with who acts just like him but isn't him; the knowledge that she's going to die in her own future; the suspicion of the people who look just like her crew but aren't; the upcoming SPACE PROM; and to top it all off, her PTSD from Akuze is coming back with a vengeance: dreams, agitation, anger, flashbacks and all. It's not a good time to be Jamison Shepard.
What kind of CR are you looking for?: Anything, but especially stuff that forces her to confront the idea that her way isn't the only way, or stuff dealing with her PTSD, or even just making friends (which she's a bit hopeless at). At the moment, she's just heard of the space prom and is trying to figure out A) where to get a dress, B) where to get a date, C) is it appropriate to bring a gun to the prom, and D) why is she even contemplating this? Also she's trying to find some form of a shrink to work on her PTSD with.
Good luck.