[honesty time we will pretend it's an honesty meme]

You worry me, broseph. It's clear as fucking day that you've been through some horrible shit, and the whole possibly suicidal thing ain't helpin.

An I wish there wasn't such a rift between us. I know it's my own fucking fault for being too wrapped up in my own ironic douchery to actually notice when I've hurt a body, but... doesn't mean I don't feel raw about it.

So yeah.