See, this is exactly it. "Blah blah blah, it's not all my fault." It is your fault! You didn't have to do any of that stuff. You didn't have to listen to Stupidface McVanilla Milkshake! But you did, and now Tavros has weird robolegs he can't even use properly and Aradia is a time travelling ghost from the future-past-whatever who haunts a weird smoochbot.

I know what I've done. I killed John and Jade and who knows how many other trolls back home. I doomed Dave and an entire time line just to satisfy my curiosity. That was all my fault, and nothing will change that fact. Have you ever really taken responsibility for what you've done without blaming White Text Guy or the fact you had to feed your lusus?

Just grow up.