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The These are my Confessions Meme

1. Post with your characters confessing their darkest secrets and/or things they have been hiding from others.
2. Nobody will be able to lie in this meme or hide the truth. Not even the characters that reply to yours.
3. ???
4. Awkwardness times for all! and profit.

Comments

[destinist.livejournal.com]

[it's hugs time now.]

Oh, Sollux! You don't have to... [a beat; she softly shakes her head.] ...Um. Thank you.

[heterochromiia.livejournal.com]

...I really don't know how I feel about you, now that you're back to being yourself and we're both older, but...I'm really glad we're friends, at least.

And if you want to go back to him, I won't like it, but that's your choice.

[destinist.livejournal.com]

[oh... oh, Sollux. Aradia hesitates, but she can't dodge the truth.]

I think it would hurt more than I'd want to let it if you moved on from... Well, I don't even really know what we had. I... don't know how to feel any more. About anything.

But I do know that I care about you more than anyone else.

[heterochromiia.livejournal.com]

I did, for a while. You saw me and FF, right? But...

She was here for a while, but then she left, too. It's been even longer since I've seen her here than you. And then there was this virus and it got in our hive and. I couldn't even save any of her things, how fucked up is that? I had to burn them down so nothing else would get infected.

But when I was with FF- I thought you were gone forever. The person who had been you. I mean, you were different after you died, it was pretty depressing. If she were here, right now, I don't really know what I'd do.

But I still have a lot of feelings for you. And I don't know how to tell you or what to do about them.

[destinist.livejournal.com]

I know. And I wouldn't, and I can't blame you for moving on. She gave you what I had become incapable of providing. I'd be happy for you... even if I'd be sad for myself.

[god god god this forced truth thing is so awkward.]

...I'm sorry for making you wait. And I'm sorry for not being there for you.

[heterochromiia.livejournal.com]

But she's gone. And I don't know if she's ever coming back. I waited for her for a while, but she never showed up. It's been a long time...she's been gone for longer than she and I knew each other.

I lose everyone I care about, huh? But. I think I could...try again with you. If I could just tell you, y'know. But I just keep thinking that maybe you'd rather be with Zahhak, so maybe I shouldn't try.

[destinist.livejournal.com]

[that takes her by surprise.]

I... All I know is that he'll never come to understand me like you do. Even if he stops seeing the color of my blood before he sees me, I... don't know. You're special to me, Sollux.

I don't know what it is I feel for him, but I know how I feel about you. My heart's always been with you, even when I didn't have one any more.

[heterochromiia.livejournal.com]

Oh.







It's too bad this is a crack meme, huh.

[destinist.livejournal.com]

Hahaha! Don't ruin the moment!

[whacks on the shoulder....... lightly... sort of.]

[heterochromiia.livejournal.com]

I'll tell you for real, sometime. Promise.

[ Gently smooches!!! ]

[destinist.livejournal.com]

I'm holding you to it!

[oh yes she's going for it!!! she smooches him back. it is incredibly adorable.]

[heterochromiia.livejournal.com]

I...heh. It's really good to see you, AA. I'm happy you're here.

L...love you.

[ BLUSHES SO HARD dskfjalskdf he hasnt said that in forever ]

[destinist.livejournal.com]

I'm happy that I can be here with y-

[oh. Aradia turns dark red. it is ridiculous and they both look ridiculous and fjdkhfkjdhkfjhd she nudges her forehead against his and smiles the biggest smile she's had since dying.]

...Love you more.

[heterochromiia.livejournal.com]

Nope. Not possible.

[ smooches her on the nose!! ]

[destinist.livejournal.com]

[kisses him on the cheek!!]

It totally is! To infinity. That's a thing I can say now. I know all about infinity.

[heterochromiia.livejournal.com]

If you knew anything about infinity, you'd know you can never reach it.

[ Pokes her in the lip gently. ]

I forgot you were really cute, too.

[destinist.livejournal.com]

I do have infinite time to prove you wrong!

[they are a disney movie]

No. You're cute! Even without that liiiithp.

[shut up guys you're both cute]

[heterochromiia.livejournal.com]

My comparative levels of cuteness, lisping or lispless, have nothing to do with the fact that you're cute, AA. Which is most definitely a fact.

[destinist.livejournal.com]

I'm just saying that it's hard to be cute compared to someone like you. [uguuu..........]

[heterochromiia.livejournal.com]

I should be the one saying that here. I mean, shit, the cute levels are reaching critical mass here.

[destinist.livejournal.com]

Better keep them in check, Sollux! [pinches his cheek......]

[heterochromiia.livejournal.com]

I can't! You are an out of control spewer of cute. Just look at you.

[ Strokes her hair... uvu. ]

[destinist.livejournal.com]

That makes it sound gross!

[shhh only nuzzles now u///u

meanwhile anyone who is backreading and finds this thread vomits profusely]

[heterochromiia.livejournal.com]

You're gross. Ehehe.

[ Ahhh little cuddles and smooches what is this even!!! ]

[destinist.livejournal.com]

Then that's sad for you because you're just going to have to deal with it. You're doomed after all, apparently.

[shhhh now she is going to shut him up with a kiss]