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[twotailmechanic.livejournal.com]

The These are my Confessions Meme

1. Post with your characters confessing their darkest secrets and/or things they have been hiding from others.
2. Nobody will be able to lie in this meme or hide the truth. Not even the characters that reply to yours.
3. ???
4. Awkwardness times for all! and profit.

Comments

[twotailmechanic.livejournal.com]

The last virus I was hit with, I think I actually died. I did have some regrets, but I was happy with how my life had become. I'm almost glad Sonic wasn't there to see me pass away, even if it was for a few hours.

I have been transformed against my will into a dark super form and attacked innocent people. Both times were my fault and I have nightmares about it.

[a_perfect_end]

[Sounds rough.]

But--if it's against your will, then how is it your fault?

[a_perfect_end]

I was wrong.

[bostrumite]

No, really?

[puppetfetishist.livejournal.com]

All the fucking robots are a huge turn-on; despite what SHODAN did I'd still like her to tie me up and do horrible things to me. Protoman, you have a nice ass. Camille, you sometimes have a nice ass, and I think you'd be even nicer if you turned into a marionette.

Yep.

[notjelly]

There pretty much isn't a sex fantasy I haven't indulged in, sweetpea!

[mybrotherfought.livejournal.com]

I don't...

I don't know how much I care about the people of the city, actually. I think... for me it's less about them, and more about avenging Protoman. About the thrill of it all. They...

I mean I don't even really know them, do I?

[mybrotherfought.livejournal.com]

I mean to say: I do care, but... it's... less important I guess than the other things.

Which scares me, actually. It makes me wonder if I'm as good a person as I'd like to think I am.

[parasomnist.livejournal.com]

[knight4darkness.livejournal.com]

...

I am literal pitspawn - damned, lost, and without the hope of redemption. I know what awaits me when I die, and I am terrified of facing it.

Half the reason I go on, is so that I can put it off just a while longer.

[searchnrescueh2]

Why are you pitspawn?

[machine-god.livejournal.com]

I have _no ^SECRETS, all my _truths are ALREADY laid ^{b a r e}

ʇno ʇnɔ ʇı buıʌɐɥ ɟo pɐǝʇsuı ʎʇıןɐɹoɯ ɥʇıʍ ssǝuǝɹɐʍɐ ɟןǝs pǝʇɟıb uǝǝq pı ɟı uǝǝq ǝʌɐɥ pןnoʍ ʇı ʇɐɥʍ ɹǝpuoʍ ı sǝɯıʇǝɯos puɐ puıɯ ʎɯ puıɥǝq ʎןuo ʇnq buıǝq ʇou ɟo pǝʞsɐʇ sɐʍ ı ʇɐɥʍ buıop ʎןuo ɟo buıʍouʞun ɟo ʎʇıɔıןdɯıs ʇuǝןıs ǝɥʇ ssıɯ ı sǝɯıʇǝɯos ʇnq

[a_perfect_end]

Part of me wishes I had gone with you. We had some good times.

[memorymodus.livejournal.com]

I don't want to be human any more. I kind of wish the brainwashing a long time ago had worked, because I was a lot happier then. Even if it made my friends sad.

I think it was worth it. I don't want to be bullied any more.

[featheryasshole]

...I don't know how you can say that. I'd give anything to be human.

[namesnotprowl]

There's no way I c'n get him - either of them - back, and the only thing worse than that is that I'll never be able to fix or make up for all the wrong I did t'them. I can't even avenge them. I can't even say that I'm sorry to their faces.

[searchnrescueh2]

Get who back?

[redancestor.livejournal.com]

I am a failure. My revolt failed and I was sentenced to die while my mother, lover, and bestfriend were all forced to watch. I blame myself for their suffering and the suffering of my other followers would suffer because they followed me.

Most of all, I despise myself for forgiving them. They know no better.

[selfkismesis.livejournal.com]

I hate you. You're everything I don't want to be, but...

I'm every bit the failure you are. Were. Whatever.

[whistlesatengineers]

I promised him I'd fight to the last. I promised him I'd fight with rocks and sticks if there's nothing else. And I'll keep that promise if it kills me.
It's our goddamn dirt.






Also, I used the last roll of toilet paper and didn't put out a new package.

[sniperbitch.livejournal.com]

No fucking dirt is worth your life, asshole.

Also seriously, seriously?

[originaljoe.livejournal.com]

I never want to leave. I'm not scared of death, I know that's what'll happen when I go home. I'm happy here. I'm happy here and I'm getting more and more angry about The City the more I hear from Mega and Proto.

I've got a new life here. Eridan might as well be my son and there's just somethin' about Camille I think I might love. I want ta stay.

[chorusassist.livejournal.com]

[You get a slight paw on your leg in an attempt at comfort, Joe.]

[featheryasshole]

People keep telling me I really am human, and I really am real. I keep agreeing because it makes me feel better, but they're wrong.

I still miss Zone Seven sometimes. I'm scared I'll never find that kind of happiness without the brainwashing. Maybe it really would've been worth it.

[memorymodus.livejournal.com]

I know I say it, but...

[ ... ]

I don't think you're as real as I say you are. You're my boyfriend and I really like you, but you're a sprite. And you don't get older.

[selfkismesis.livejournal.com]

Fuck. I want my closet back.

[equinerotica.livejournal.com]

If... It will quell your whining. You could use mine.

It's not as if... I receive many visitors anyhow. You would be safe.

[thereforeiham.livejournal.com]

I regret what I did.

I cannot tell if it's because of my prisoners or because it's what I truly feel.

/THE MOST MISERABLE BROFIST OF MISERY

[a_perfect_end]

Could be both. It's probably both.

...Man, remorse sucks.

[rustigedraak.livejournal.com]

I keep sayin' I don't give a shit.

I do. I do give a shit. I give too many shits. I gotta learn not to give a shit. Then I wouldn't be killin' myself tryin' to get that fuckin idiot to understand.

S'fuckin' hard... gettin' used to here insteada home. Those're the rules I'm used to and this place-- that kinda livin' don't work here.

[notjelly]

Hon, all of that is pretty obvious.

[eighttotwelve.livejournal.com]

I want to die.

[thom-293.livejournal.com]

[and hark! in this nebulous space-time no-holds-barred truth cornucopia, suddenly actionspam!]

Ain't what it's cracked up to be.

[dying, that is. As someone who's done it twice now, he figures he's something of an authority. Have a soldierbro shoulder bump, Thane.]

[manipul8trix.livejournal.com]

Sometimes... sometimes I...

[Deep breaths, Vriska.]

I think that there is a possibility that I might not be the most awesome person ever.

Just one of the most awesome.

[gawdamn.livejournal.com]

If I was given the chance of a daughter, I'm fairly certain she'd be a lot like you.

Less grey, that's for certain. Unless- nah. You just need a few more stories under your belt.

[equinerotica.livejournal.com]

I understand we have little choice, however.

I... Am disgusted. Sickened by what our people have become here. Did I choke to death on some errant piece of garbage in the veil and end up in a dream bubble mimicking one of Nepeta's foolish pretend fun-time romps? How can we forget our culture so easily? Live... So peacefully? Treat humans, the very creatures who would end us. As if they were. Equals?



I want to change. For her. Only her.

I do not believe it possible.

[manipul8trix.livejournal.com]

Humans don't want to end us, bro. Get with the program! Duh.

[circuitry]

I still dream about it all the time. It scares me how little about me actually changed when I was with her. I miss being back there and that feeling of belonging, and it was probably one of the best times in my life.

I laughed at him. I thought it was adorable how scared he was, and it's my fault he's dead. Though I did not pull the trigger, I built the gun that Jack held in his hand.

I hesitated, once. But not when it actually mattered. It was the right thing to do, we all would have died if I hadn't stopped her, but I wish more than anything that I could take it back.

[manipul8trix.livejournal.com]

HAH! I told you, bro. I warned you! I said that one day you would do something terrible and want to take it back. And you were all BLAR CAN IT SERKET I AM BLIND AND STUPID and I was like haha, you'll seeeeeeee and I was right and I deserved it.

 

[wait shit no scratch that last bit]

[articletwelve]

...fuck.

I don't remember who I am sometimes. I think-- I think I might actually be crazy.







And I haven't had sex in years.

[whatvr-it-takes.livejournal.com]

[Since we're all being honest.]

I take partial responsibility for that first bit.

The second part, you're on your own.

[speedyasshole.livejournal.com]

It rules bein' me.

[twotailmechanic.livejournal.com]

....That's it? [He doesn't believe it for a second.]

[userfriendliest.livejournal.com]

I should have been able to do more.

I didn't. I couldn't. And no matter how sorry I am, it won't bring any of them back.

[itp: angst.]

[gawdamn.livejournal.com]

These days I don't even remember her mother's face, or even her name. All that's left is a shitty old rifle and those turn cloak bastards holding me down as Vido steps over my baby girl's body.

[eighttotwelve.livejournal.com]

Is it worth remembering?

[heterochromiia.livejournal.com]

I still think of her as Mother.

I actually really like being a cyborg these days. I kind of wish more of me had been replaced.

I'm a little scared that if I really am dead, I'll stop giving a fuck about the people I love. That's the one thing I really can't handle.

[machine-god.livejournal.com]

i miss you