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The These are my Confessions Meme

1. Post with your characters confessing their darkest secrets and/or things they have been hiding from others.
2. Nobody will be able to lie in this meme or hide the truth. Not even the characters that reply to yours.
3. ???
4. Awkwardness times for all! and profit.

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[fight4theusers]

Hm. Shouldn't have done what exactly? [Yes, he's going to keep pushing.]

Aside from finally get you to apologize? [He's never really thought about it.] You're expecting that I'd order you to derezz yourself or something similar, I'm sure. I would not. You were my friend at one time, despite everything you've done. Everything you continue to do.

Right now I'd just tell you to stop.

[a_perfect_end]

You were never mine. Wasn't right to keep you, to make you stay, to get it into your central processor that maybe I was what you needed.

That was wrong.

[Hey, while we're on that subject.]

...I was trying to get you to punch me! It's just that--didn't. Happen.

[fight4theusers]

Maybe at one time I might have been able to believe that. Or even given you a chance. But not after you forced me to be... that.

And yes. It was wrong. On every level.

[Yes, let's get that subject out of the way.]

And what would my punching you have accomplished at that party?

You had to know it was only that... reprogramming reacting to you. But you didn't stop. I almost couldn't... almost didn't...

[a_perfect_end]

Hah. You were righteously pissed with me, man. So sure I would kill him. Wasn't like there was room for poetry between our knuckles.

Yeah. [Softly.] Yeah, it was.

[Fff just raising his eyebrows] I would've felt better. And people would stare. We'd have been noticed.

...When was the last time you actually did something just for the attention?

Was it. Only that?

[S-so conflicted. ♥]

[fight4theusers]

No. I meant... before. All that. There might have been a chance before. But you never listened either. Too busy talking. Planning.

We could have made that perfect system, Clu. You just went the wrong way with it.

[Glaring now, he likes this subject better, less ambiguity, less to think about.] Maybe you didn't notice, but people did stare. And I always had plenty of attention in the Arena.

Yes. Only that. [He's certain of that much.] You wrote that programming into me, Clu. You know what it looks like.