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It's been half a year since we did this last? Where did all of that time go?
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At first like all of the other dudes on the station he pretty much had the loathe-meter up to full blast, save for some small reserves about some dudes. especially whenever you know.
everyone stopped even trying to associate with eridan WOW THAT HURT HIM??? AND EVERYTHING, because wow he. didn't evne want to try to hurt anyone though he knew he deserved it because of the fact he betrayed everyone and it just hurt.
but then you know shit started to die down and he was allowed back to the group and everything, he was really happy because just.
wow hes hanging out with people!!! especially karkat!!! best friend shit. like wow let's go on and on about how much everyone's stupid and wow did you see the outfit that guy had on omfg wow no.
but like. no honestly ERIDAN DOES REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE KARKAT. Even though he doesn't seem to show it sometimes and he gets on his nerves and shit and tries his patience so hard, that's mainly because he just cares about him as a friend and all, and he really does that to a lot of people.
Since he's like 14 and it's honestly expected from him because EVERYONES STILL KIDS ITS GREAT. AND EVERYHTIGN WOW.
but oh god whenever karkat told him that before the dance.
he just ufkcing. he felt so great about that, like wow out of all of the things someone could have told him, it really couldn't have lifted his spirits. all of that happiness and the relief that he gave during that conversation was entirely genuine. He felt like he really got back a good friend that day, and fuck everything if that day if he didn't just lay in the pile for a while with a really happy look on his face. ;;
And especially whenever Karkat was protecting him from Kanaya, man that just. made him feel really happy BECAUSE MAN. JUST. MAN. sob.
And now for that awful crush he has on him. Yes. That one, the one that he'll forever have on him that he has on a good percentage of the homestucks. (meaning hgiher bloods and like idk a few humans but not many) Many of them have fizzled but time and time again he finds himself coming back to karkat. Evne though he's kind of given up trying for anyhting but that friendship going on, deep in the back of his mind he still wonders.
though even if he did try to do anything he's too much of a chicken to even try because of that awful fear of rejection and how many times he's been rejected. so yeah. and you know... m...maybe gamzee will come back, you know his gamzee. and even though you know, he told himself that he would move on if he left, he still has a bit of hope to wait for him or something just in case.
but even so, he just sits back and wonders. man. what if?
but it's not the overall thing with him. he still treats him the same, lingering thoughts aside. it's just another thought that he wasn't able to act upon, just like the rest of the crushes he's had that left without him saying anything. ;;
he also knows that if he does try kanaya might RIP HIS HEAD OFF OR SOMETHING hesn ot even sure and even though he's not going to show it he's still slightly terrified out of his wits towards her but. man. OH WELL HIS LOSS right?
so yeah. maybe not the best leader, but the best karkat in his opinion.
holy cow im sorry this got really disjointed and gross im just FEELS BARFS EVERYWHERE I LOVE THESE TWO.