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The These are my Confessions Meme

1. Post with your characters confessing their darkest secrets and/or things they have been hiding from others.
2. Nobody will be able to lie in this meme or hide the truth. Not even the characters that reply to yours.
3. ???
4. Awkwardness times for all! and profit.

Comments

[destinist.livejournal.com]

[oh look forced truth Aradia sure does have a lot of confessions to make-]

I have a crush on troll Indiana Jones!

[wow that sure was a deep and dark and exhausting and terrible confession to make!!]

Oh, and some other things, I guess. I'm scared to d- [NAH she's not rolling with this so she just slams her hands over her face as she starts babbling.]

[equinerotica.livejournal.com]

Troll Indy?

[destinist.livejournal.com]

Yes! He is really handsome and brave and so cool. He goes on all kinds of amazing adventures and discovers amazing things!

[he can just... borrow Aradia's...]

[stillhissister.livejournal.com]

If he's anything like human Indiana Jones, I don't blame you!

[destinist.livejournal.com]

Oooh, maybe? He is very... [thinks] Rugged looking! And he has this amazing hat, and he uses a whip and wears a purse over one shoulder except I think he pulls it off quite well.

[stillhissister.livejournal.com]

Sounds about right. Harrison Ford is one studly guy, especially in that hat.

[destinist.livejournal.com]

Studly! That's a good word. I had all of the movies and all kinds of merchandise. I wonder if I could find some of the films here?

[stillhissister.livejournal.com]

I'll watch them with you if you want.

[destinist.livejournal.com]

Oh, that would be great! We could have a marathon!

[stillhissister.livejournal.com]

Awesome. I could use the distraction.

[heterochromiia.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I remember when you'd take me on "archaeological digs" and sigh about how dreamy he was.

...What are you scared of?

[destinist.livejournal.com]

Don't say that like there's quotes around it! They were real archaeological digs.

I'm not scared of anything but mmff mmmmfng mfmfnggg- [hands back over her mouth :I]

[heterochromiia.livejournal.com]

But what? C'mon, you heard my deepest fear. We're friends, share.

[destinist.livejournal.com]

[bluh

she lowers her hands, flicking her eyes to the ground for a moment. of course she can be honest with Sollux, but... it's going to sound so childish after what she's gone through.]

I'm scared to... die. Again.

[heterochromiia.livejournal.com]

[ ...just. hugs her. ]

I won't let you die. As long as I'm here. Promise.

[destinist.livejournal.com]

[it's hugs time now.]

Oh, Sollux! You don't have to... [a beat; she softly shakes her head.] ...Um. Thank you.

[heterochromiia.livejournal.com]

...I really don't know how I feel about you, now that you're back to being yourself and we're both older, but...I'm really glad we're friends, at least.

And if you want to go back to him, I won't like it, but that's your choice.

[destinist.livejournal.com]

[oh... oh, Sollux. Aradia hesitates, but she can't dodge the truth.]

I think it would hurt more than I'd want to let it if you moved on from... Well, I don't even really know what we had. I... don't know how to feel any more. About anything.

But I do know that I care about you more than anyone else.

[heterochromiia.livejournal.com]

I did, for a while. You saw me and FF, right? But...

She was here for a while, but then she left, too. It's been even longer since I've seen her here than you. And then there was this virus and it got in our hive and. I couldn't even save any of her things, how fucked up is that? I had to burn them down so nothing else would get infected.

But when I was with FF- I thought you were gone forever. The person who had been you. I mean, you were different after you died, it was pretty depressing. If she were here, right now, I don't really know what I'd do.

But I still have a lot of feelings for you. And I don't know how to tell you or what to do about them.

[destinist.livejournal.com]

I know. And I wouldn't, and I can't blame you for moving on. She gave you what I had become incapable of providing. I'd be happy for you... even if I'd be sad for myself.

[god god god this forced truth thing is so awkward.]

...I'm sorry for making you wait. And I'm sorry for not being there for you.

[heterochromiia.livejournal.com]

But she's gone. And I don't know if she's ever coming back. I waited for her for a while, but she never showed up. It's been a long time...she's been gone for longer than she and I knew each other.

I lose everyone I care about, huh? But. I think I could...try again with you. If I could just tell you, y'know. But I just keep thinking that maybe you'd rather be with Zahhak, so maybe I shouldn't try.

[destinist.livejournal.com]

[that takes her by surprise.]

I... All I know is that he'll never come to understand me like you do. Even if he stops seeing the color of my blood before he sees me, I... don't know. You're special to me, Sollux.

I don't know what it is I feel for him, but I know how I feel about you. My heart's always been with you, even when I didn't have one any more.

[heterochromiia.livejournal.com]

Oh.







It's too bad this is a crack meme, huh.

[destinist.livejournal.com]

Hahaha! Don't ruin the moment!

[whacks on the shoulder....... lightly... sort of.]

[heterochromiia.livejournal.com]

I'll tell you for real, sometime. Promise.

[ Gently smooches!!! ]