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[brbvirmire]

WHAT DOES X THINK OF Y?
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It's been half a year since we did this last? Where did all of that time go?

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[neverknocks]

must i

[articletwelve]

jfc where do i even begin

So she's not his York, and he's not her Wash, and he's getting used to that, but it's still so goddamn weird. Like, seriously weird, because she acts just like York and says all the things he would, only it's a little bit off, a little bit wrong, and he can't help but see that every time it happens. It goes back and forth every time they have a conversation -- sometimes she's more herself, and sometimes she's more him, and as much as he tries he can't quite get past that.

He knows better than to trust her, but once he'd let himself open up to his York it's hard to just close all that shut again, and she'd dropped in so quickly that he'd never quite been able to process it all. He's used to seeing people appear and disappear, people he cares about, but losing both York and Sarah and getting an entirely different one (and yet completely the same) back again in the span of a week is, in a word, messing with him.

So he's confused, and he doesn't know what to do, and for Wash that means shutting down and Not Thinking About His Feelings, because that's a hell of a lot easier. It's easier to pretend that things are okay, that he doesn't really have to think about any of it, and while he's pretty damn sure he's incapable of forgetting, it makes it easier, day to day.

So he's not used to her yet. He doesn't know if he can even get used to her, because every day is a reminder of what's not there anymore, and what is. But if there's one thing Wash is good at, it's pretending everything's fine, and he's willing to do it if it means having her around. He doesn't want to lose anyone else.

And he doesn't let himself think about what her Wash was to her, most of the time, because that's just a can of worms he can't even begin to process yet.

madi fuck you why am i basically writing a fic here