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The These are my Confessions Meme

1. Post with your characters confessing their darkest secrets and/or things they have been hiding from others.
2. Nobody will be able to lie in this meme or hide the truth. Not even the characters that reply to yours.
3. ???
4. Awkwardness times for all! and profit.

Comments

[destinist.livejournal.com]

[oh look forced truth Aradia sure does have a lot of confessions to make-]

I have a crush on troll Indiana Jones!

[wow that sure was a deep and dark and exhausting and terrible confession to make!!]

Oh, and some other things, I guess. I'm scared to d- [NAH she's not rolling with this so she just slams her hands over her face as she starts babbling.]

[equinerotica.livejournal.com]

Troll Indy?

[stillhissister.livejournal.com]

If he's anything like human Indiana Jones, I don't blame you!

[heterochromiia.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I remember when you'd take me on "archaeological digs" and sigh about how dreamy he was.

...What are you scared of?

[balancetheblood]

Sometimes, I wish they hadn't saved me from Blind Michael.

[needs_answers]

That doesn't sound good.

Why?

[cousinisdeeeead.livejournal.com]

The most important person in my life is dead, and it's my fault.

Yeah, haha, I know, nothing new here, but god damn it if it doesn't still haunt me. Sorry, Noah.

[oops-itwasacult.livejournal.com]

Shit, Al. It's not supposed to just go away. S'okay to feel shitty about it for as long as you need.

[allshock-notalk.livejournal.com]

WOULD KILL ANYONE IN MY WAY IF IT MEANT REMAINING WITH HIM.
BOTH OF THEM.

[notyourchauffer.livejournal.com]

You mean Shockwave?

[notsoloyal]

[SO MANY SNUGGLES FOR THAT.]

[hows-the-knee.livejournal.com]

I wish they could just get along. I don't know why they don't, and I'm terrified that if I push, he'll just run away, and get hurt, or worse, and it'll be my fault. This place is too dangerous for him, and I can't - I can't lose him. I can't let the things that have happened to me here happen to him too.

I don't know when I'm going to tell him the truth. Or how.






For all that we've talked and talked and tried to make it work, I'm still not sure he'll ever really like me, or trust me. I'm still not sure I can ever really trust him, not the way York does.

I don't want to lose him. But sometimes I wonder what made us think we could make it work at all.

[articletwelve]

...

[ those sure are a lot of feels, and this isn't really his thing, but-- well. :( ]

You'll be all right. Both-- all of you.

[ LOOK HE'S EVEN SMILING. a little. HE'S TRYING OKAY. ]

[whatvr-it-takes.livejournal.com]

Whatever brought you two together, you'd better just treat him right as far as I'm concerned.

[howkickassiam.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry. I'm sorry I-- hah. Kind of like false advertising, huh? "I'm great with kids" except the one I need to be able to be great with.

[notthatbuffy]

I don't want Shaun and Georgia to forgive me.

I don't deserve it.

[selfkismesis.livejournal.com]

...What'd you do?

[stompitdead.livejournal.com]

I was ready to die. I have nothing left.

So I don't get why I keep somehow avoiding it.

[intercept]

I'm slowly losing my mind and I know there's nothing I can do to stop it. I'm never going back to what I was and that scares me. I don't want to lose who I am.

...but the only reason I keep going is because there's at least one person who understands. I feel like I owe Wash more than I can repay him.

[fuknfreelancers]

Wash? Seriously?

[virogenic.livejournal.com]

I will never forgive myself for allowing that thing to consume me. I will never forgive myself for allowing it to control me. I will never forgive myself for letting my men down. I will never forgive myself for being so easily manipulated by BLACKWATCH. I will never forgive myself for betraying Alex's trust. I don't deserve to be alive.

[slenderbot]

CONFESSION: Voluntary muteness.
SOMETIMES IT IS TIRESOME.

[notsoloyal]

You are free to speak to me. I would not mind listening.

[fight4theusers]

Sometimes I do blame him. For leaving us. For leaving us all behind.
For leaving me behind.

I miss the old system. I miss her.

[needs_answers]

[Here comes one which surprises practically nobody who has an idea of Shaun's backstory...]

I don't want to go back. But if she goes away again...

[balancetheblood]

If she goes away again, you'd rather be home where she's gone than here where she might come back and you'll have to start all over again?

...I've heard Buffy and May talking a bit.

[truthwontrest]

I wake up every night with nightmares of the junkyard.

And I'm still angry at Shaun for not shooting me. I know it's irrational, and he did the right thing, and I'm glad I'm not dead, but that feeling of betrayal... It doesn't go away, not entirely.

[needs_answers]

I'd say sorry, except I'm not.